Chaotic Mess

Shit

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 23:29:15 GMT

My dog tucker just died.
My dad was riding a horse at the farm, with tucker near by being the dumbass he is.
Dumbfuck ran out on the road and got hit by a car.
Now my parents are crying and sad.
I'm kind of sad tuckers dead and I should be.
But what a stupid fucking dog...
Now I'm gonna miss him and be sad. :(

on another note I went to regina last night for the centenial thing in regina with andrew.
there was a great ska band there (scavanger) and a great blues guy (clifton brown).
I also saw the male cop dude off of corner gas, well the actor.
he was a couple meters away.
I yelled CORNER GAS! And I knew it wasn't him cause he DIDN'T look back.
In regina the music was really good for the most of it, and the fireworks were like exactly a half hour long and were phenominal.
It glimmered off the water, and the parliament building looked like it was glowing from the spotlights and stuff.
It was awesome.

HOW DO I PUT THE FAN TO SLEEP

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 16:15:03 GMT

Around 12 last night I couldn't sleep, so I had to ask my mom for a fan I put in my window that cools my room off, well I put it in, turned it on, then crashed not long after.
Aparantly one or two or three hours later I was fumbling at my door taking like ten seconds to open it, then went into my moms room and started mumbling at which point I said something like "how do I put the fan to sleep" she's like Wha?? and I'm like "you said I have to put the fan to sleep when i'm not using it anymore" or something to that gyst.
Whoa!
first time I'v ever known I slept walk.
I think its cause I was running like 5-6 km at night and worked out at night quitting around ten o clock.
eek. Gotta work out earlier I guess

at the regional

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 23:08:43 GMT

Registered today.
heres the schedual

semester 1

period
1 math a30 with Mr.Ball
2 physics 20 with Mr. cross
3 spare
4 history 20 with Mr. miller
5 spare
6 LA 20 Ms./Mrs? Brand

Semester 2
period
1 Bio 30 Ms./Mrs? Kriger
2 Psych 30 Mr. Schuster
3 spare
4 spare
5 Chem 20 Mr. Ball
6 Creative Writing 20 Mr.Nesseth

Surreal

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 03:00:35 GMT

Life's goin by fast, Seems like there's nothin to gain.
Sun rises then falls, what's there in a day?
Day after day of sorry sad faces
Striving to hold onto something they can't grasp
Its sad, because they're always the first to laugh
Laugh at everyone, laugh at themselves, ignoring how they really are
Most people live their lives, uselessly, they act happy, but they never get far
And as y'all are with cheer sittin with your pals
I'm writing a poem
Pathetically alone

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 03:49:22 GMT

These filthy pigs...

musical

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 07:40:24 GMT

Chillin with Mackenzie right now.
We rented team america (fuck yeah!) and blood:the last vampire (good but ONLY 45 minutes).
I'm makin music and he's writin music.
I'm gettin a marshall amp or another good amp at the end of the summer.

ME LEFT BIG TOE!!!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 02:41:14 GMT

Today I started construction work at the sign building helping put together a play ground.
I ripped open some flesh in my big toe, my left one. OUCH.
on tuesday we took most of the stuff at grandpas and grandma's.
I grappled with my cousin kelsey, who is 230 pounds 6'4.
holy shit is he ever strong
he won the first round by I think full nelson or something
I won second by juji gatame from mount.
he won third by crushing my face with his body.
Holy shit he's strong.
I'll have to grapple with him more to learn to get better!
I'm so tired from putting together that play ground.
We are finishing tomarrow I think, I gotta leave in the afternoon cause I have to do papers though.

training

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 05:47:45 GMT

getting over pnuemonia and cold and stuff.
blah.
Still tired and tired though.
I wanna work the Omo-plata more as I heard it works great as a sweep, but I also want to use it as a straight out submission.
I need to work on sweeps and escapes, along with strength and my stand up.
I'm off to my grandparents in springside tomarrow to help them move to their new house, tomarrow will be taking couches and stuff over to the new lot.

update

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 06:49:32 GMT

starting training tomarrow or tuesday
it will be about 4-6 hours long everyday cept thursday and sunday.
lots of bag work, running, calistethics, and wieght training and more.
i'll update this more on training as the time goes by.

HAHAHAHAH

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 03:28:41 GMT

People are so stupid hahahahahha.
It's beyond me why teenage girls get pissed off at the littlest fucking things.
Hahahha, some of these stupid cunts oughta go jump off a fucking cliff and die.
hahahah

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 04:11:20 GMT

Got tagged by greg.

List 6 fave songs then i gotta tag 6 people.

1. Love psalm - Akira Yamaoka
2. Our lady peace - 4am
3. KFMDM - Anarchy
4. Louis Armstrong - What a wonderful world.
5. Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven
6. AFI - Morning Star

I tag... rin_daemoko, terraneth, axver, jaded_raver420, ozymandias_kok, qryztufre

-----------------------------
I'm writing a song on my guitar.
I'm working with doing more melodic stuff, but with more aspects to the music than just one string of notes.

There ya go

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:05:29 GMT

Lifes been okay lately.
Havn't had any family members die or any tragedies happen. Sure hope it doesn't.
Ju Jitsu's going okay.
I suppose I'm getting in alot better shape. I'm 30 pounds lighter than last summer.
I'm so weak compared to what my goal is. I'm nothing near what I will consider physically fit.
Shit, I heard massage school is super stressful.
Shit, I'm fucking loosing my memory. It's really effecting my life in a negative way (..or is it affecting?).
I oughta clean up my gutter mouth.
I can't wait till summer time. I'm just starting to get too busy.
I need to not be so cynical..

an entry

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 01:28:28 GMT

Edited out a really fucking gay entry.

Relaxing

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 21:02:13 GMT

Yey for mid winter break.
I need this break. I'm doing what I should which is relaxing. Whats also nice is i'm not being all self-pitiful for myself cause its valentines day. I'm trying to enjoy life, even though it is busy.
I'm gonna be training hard tomarrow, like a two hour long jiu jitsu class.
Then at 8:30 ish on wednesday I'm going for an overnight ski trip at assassipi.
Needless to say, after I get home around 6 thursday and do my paper route, I'm going to be tired.
I gotta buy some stuff. Anyone know a canadian martial arts supply place that sells those huge skinny muay thai bags?
I need one. Aside from that I need good MMA gloves. Then I suppose I gotta get some MMA shorts or muay thai shorts or something.
I sold my paintball gun with tank today, the guy still has to pay me a little more though, for my tank, as he just bought enough for the gun. I'm happy though, because I'm not totally poor now. Yey, I hope something bad doesn't happen though, hahha.
I'm hanging out with chris tonight then going to my grandmas....
Anyways I'm out.

Hmm.

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 23:22:43 GMT

I feel....perplexed.
I have jiu jitsu tonight. That shall be fun.
Today one of the "TKD people" found out I do jiu jitsu.
"Oh so your doing Jiu jitsu now? hahah"
Shit, I hope she can keep her mouth shut, but too bad she can't....shes got a huge mouth. It don't matter who she is, I'm just ranting here.
I have my drivers sign test tomarrow. I'm nervous, I have to ace everything with drivers ed so I can get it done as soon as possible.
Ryan, goin out for coffee rocked, we gotta do it again next time I'm in town.
We are doing "The Raven" in english class. FINALLY GOOD POETRY IN ENGLISH!
I have a haircut now :D, yes a ceaser cut.
ARGH! I want it to get warm out allready! I HAAAAAAAAAAATE WINTER!!!
On the mean time I'v found ways to deal with stress, but i'm still pretty worked out.

hmmm

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 04:00:47 GMT

I started drivers ed today...It could be a fun experince. I wish I would have taken it second semester of last year however though.
Uh, Tomarrow I'm going to regina for chranio sachral massage therapy...Ummm..Ryan remmeber, cornwell center, smitties at 2:30. Wait outside on the benches...(I'll call you if something comes up and I have to cancel)
Uh.. I have decent homework.
Uh....School this semester is pretty sweet.
Math 20
English A10 (had B10 last semester)
Animation 10
Lunch
Biology 20
Christian ethics
CPT 10 (wOOt)

Uh....I have too much homework for tommarow :( Then when I get home from regina I have my paper route to do.
I need a new punching bag...

Pissed off

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 23:31:38 GMT

Whens the fucking snow gonna melt so I can work out?

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:16:45 GMT

Well, haha, I found out I passed my math final with a 54%...Thats really sad. This semester I REALLY have to buckle up and do my homework.
I hung out at Fieldons last night with Jeff, Kari, Sabrina, Danylo, Fieldon, and Katelyn while she was still there.
That was awesome.
I'm lookin forward to tonight, gonna do that again.
Uh...I'm going to regina next thursday, for some special massage thats called "Chranio Sachral massage therapy." supposed to be super good for you.
Feels super nice too.
Has to do with aligning the spinal column properly.
Uh.....What are some good artists that are like spanish guitar?
Besides Santana..thats the dudes name right?
Uh, I'm feeling really light headed, cause my moms painting the kitchen cupboards.. heheh, weeeeeeeeee

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:15:28 GMT

oops double entry

Nice outside.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 04:28:40 GMT

Yey!
It's finally starting to get nice outside! It's like -3,and 0ish!
Just watched "Napolean Dynamite" again at luke's place. That movie is so incredibally awesome.
Also I got reminded how shitty neck cranks feel to the people who get em, heh. My neck is sore.
Oh well, I had a good time.
I have a math final tomarrow in the afternoon, heh, I'm NERVOUS. I REALLY hope I get a 70 MINIMUM.
uh..
I'm tired.
But content :)

Clarity rocks

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:27:03 GMT

I'm really starting to change now. Some of my close friends know what I'm talking about here, you understand what I'm saying.
It's pretty amazing. I'm getting slightly more happy, and I'm being more optimistic.
On top of that some of my abilities are advancing.
Anyways, I think I'm going to write a book soon, you people will see what its about when I release it.
Who knows? I may even make some decent money by it.
So yeah, when I get out of high school, I'm going to a massage therapy school and am going to be a massage therapist.
What would be really cool is if I could get a job at the Banff spa.
What I do know is I am not staying in saskatchewan for the rest of my life.
There seems to be no opportunity whatsoever here.
Hmmm...What to talk about now?
Ah, Music!
Green Day's new stuff kicks ass!
Uh...Avenged Sevenfold kicks ass!
But Skrewdriver sucks ass!
This is Jones, and I'm out!

Double Day Entry!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:27:52 GMT

Holy crap.
I just got back from Jiu Jitsu.
My mom says she realizes why i'm so bitchy.
I'm having the most exercise i'v had in my life
Monday-Wednesday Wrestling, one hour each day = 3 Hours
Taekwondo with tournament training = 4ish hours
Jiu Jitsu = depending on days but usually 2 and a half ish hours.
plus paper route 2 times a week = 4 hours
thats about 13 hours of exercise a week not counting any excess training.
in the summer time it should be about the same cause of lots of bagwork. Maybe even more.
I damn well better have a 8 pack by next school year.

blah

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 00:26:21 GMT

went to wrestling again today.
Man theres only a few nice people there.
Fuck, I wonder why i'm bothing to go?
I take JJJ now, so i don't see why i should do wrestling.
I'm dealing with people who treat me like crap, why should I have to.
same with taekwondo.
Aside from Amanda,Jason,mrs.mitchell and master mitchell, and I suppose Jeremy, larkin and jeff they treat me like shit..
yeah that sounds like alot of people right?
well consider that its pretty much just the black belt teenagers (aside from amanda and graham) and larkin and jeff. Its pretty much just stuck up fucking assholes.
treat me like shit because "I look like a fag when I kick/fight/spar/whatever" some of those fucks would say.
I'd mention their names but I don't want to deal with them after the fact.
Whiney bitchy fucking teenage girls.
And anybody that reads this and thinks i'm a whiney complaining attention wanting teenager?
Go fuck yourself.
And to all those fucks at school that say shit about me taking over the world? (Kayla I'm not refering to you here).
Maybe I should.
Then i'll nuke the fucking planet to hell.
Fuck, we need a nuclear war or something.
ARGH.

BOO!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 04:52:54 GMT

I'm feelin great.
I need to meditate in 10 minutes.
meh
Avenged Sevenfold kicks ass.
Totally.
Did TKD tonight, Holy crap I have a belt test THIS thursday.
Whoa. Hopefully wrestling will start tomarrow.
Yey I have JJJ tomarrow! I love that.

Howdy

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 02:48:55 GMT

This weekend was good.
Relaxing but I got out.
Went to Greg & Ambers today.
Also, I need a friend who can keep their mouth shut (its very important) let me use their house for an afternoon. VERY IMPORTANT. Results may be greatly favored. (If you have any babies in your house, in or out of the womb its a no no mmk?)
And Sabrina, i didn't get to finish saying this to you, but I'm proud of you, fuck them if they don't wanna hear what you have to say. Especially if they ask for your opinion.
And On this Jeff and Kari thing.
I'm goin to stay out of it..mkay?
And I'm taking JJJ now.